The Journey of Systemic Constellations, for me, has been a powerful, liberating one. I was stuck in disastrous pattern of self abuse through self sabotage. This had caused immense havoc in my career, and the relationships I held dear to me. Systemic Constellations revealed powerful hidden dymamics with my mother like:
I had to be in pain for anyone (specially my mother) to love me.
I also had to be my mother’s protector as my mom was a weakling who could not manage her life.
Gaining awareness of what was so deeply held as TRUTH by my subconscious allowed me to explore and then choose more empowering ways of being. Not being governed by the above beliefs, I was free to take charge of who I am and be the person I am, as opposed to the victim role I had to play in order to gain love.
I felt deeply, for the first time ever, the love, support and protection offered by my husband. I felt able to receive the goodness the universe gifts me, without masking behavior.